assalammualaikum :)

well.. sorry for the lack of updates. been veeeerrryyyyy busy. October, a VERY hectic month. with assignments. betimbun wahhh. mikin kan exam, mikin banyak tia pulang. i have two more essays to be submitted. and one report. and.. one.. i dont know. cause sir gabriel havent gve us the new work. but surely ada! im going crazyyyyyy!!!



so. anyway.. yesterday.. i had mcD for lunch. went there with gdah. and the other guys too. pakoi, gg, hafiz and aiman. went window shopping after that. maklum, allowance belum keluar :P haha. thinking of buying a dslr camera. bah elaun lakas lakas tah keluar :(

had a reaaaally bad migrain yesterday. dari pagi, sampai malam. it reaaaally hurts. that it made my mood swing. when i was about to sleep, had a fight with him. when he said he throw MY pillow away sudah. yes, MY pillow. cause he gave it to me. and i decided to give it back to him last few months for some reasons. he said ia buang sudah. cause i dont need it anymore. i cried like hell! i couldnt even sleep the whole night! gila kali ah. i was like.. DONT YOU KNOW HOW IMPORTANT IT IS TO ME? macam aku ane... ia inda tau kah aku sayang that pillow berabis? with the migrain, then with that, i felt like committing suicide! banarrr. astaghfirullah.

then know how coldly i treated him tadi. sakit hati. sakit hati berabis. tahap kan dikerajakan rasanya. haha. banaaar bahh. then i met him after class.. after ia balik kerja. had an early dinner. sekalinya kaaaaan.. before masuk kedai kan.. he was.. "eh sini dulu".. andd... he opened his bag, sekalinya adaaaa wahhhh pillow ku ahhhh!!!!!! without saying anything, i left him. aku jalan masuk kedai tarus. tinggalkan ia diluar. sasak ku. kurang asam. mata ku bangkak ke ubd pasal nangis. inda lagi betidur tu. aku sakit hati, tapi ia ketawakan lagi. kurang asam tah banar. worthless jua tuuuuuu tears ku ah. HAHA.

he always succeded in giving surprises. and i always failed. cause everytime kan kasi surprised semuanya inda menjadi.

bah its late sudah. off to bed now. will be having lectures tomorrow. and amazing race! im just one of the committee tho. haha. another tiring day.




i love you even more ;)

nothing i can do to keep my heart away from you..
i cant help it.. i cant tell you how much i try....

Assalammualaikum :)

i am elected as the Head of media for Adventure club. i could say CHALLENGING wahh!!! haha. cause i have to update everything for the members. sekalinya kan, assignments ku banyakkkk!!!! but yea, i'll try semampu boleh :) cheeeh. =P

so yea... last wednesday i joined the first activity. it was........ jauh yo!!!! nyasal ku ikut!! haha. nada wahhh :P click here and here for the pictures and updates about the activity. :) pasalnya im not that rajin to type this time. =P

i might not updating this blog regularly, pasalnya assignments are queue-ing to be done.

will be back, as i settle everythings down. :)

and btw, I AM SOOOO GAINING WEIGHT! lalalala~ so stop calling me si damit bulat uii!! basar sudah ne si mira ane. haha.

bah. till here aight. will be back.

assalammualaikum.

assalammualaikum :)

just a short update i guess. not so in the mood of blogging. hehe. lets hope i still remember everything that going on the last 7 days? :)

7th -

• had ge2264 and ge2265's lecture.
  
• then we had our lunch. eventho we knew that we'll be going to akmal's openhouse. haha. lapar bahhh. =P
  
• and theeen.. um.. yea, had adventure club's meeting regarding tomorrow's activity.
• bekumpul. then convoy to akmal's.
  
• went to pizza hut. with si dia. awu awu. baru jua after makan si mira ane. haha. :P
• home

8th. -

• ubd.
• went to nini bucu's openhouse.
• went to bed's openhouse.
  

9th. -

• ambil him from work.
• ke agent. ia ambil keretanya.
• serusop.
• off to airport with him. bed off to uk.

10th. -

• had my presentation in the morning. it went..... okay lah. sadanggg.
• class till 3.
• gdg.
• mcd with him.

11th. -

• lupa ku =P

12th. -

• had business law's lecture.
• then.. abisss. haha. apakan :P

13th. -

• lecture at 8.
• bus law's tutorial.
• group work. where we ended up taking pictures :P
• balik by almost 5.
• went beli barang,
• had an early dinner with him.

tomorrow we'll be having adventure's club first activity. hopefully inda hujan lah ah. aminnn.

bah im off now. :)

assalammualaikum. :)

assalammualaikum :)

i am actually was about to start doing my work for my upcoming presentation this saturday, but then im just in the mood of bloggin. haha. i'll do it after ane lah ah :P

sunday, sept 27th. : went to amal's after isya. then tunggu bed and abu sekejap. makaaan. and then, amal's parent's went to their cousin's kan. we stayed with amal, ayang, adek, abang amal with the gf's. sekalinya kan. windy berabis. then black out! haha. but we had fun cerita-ing, still. :P i went balik just right after her parents balik. so yea..

thursday, oct 1st. : dengankan amal to muizz's open house with ayang. and si amal salah rumah bah when she was to fetch me at home. haish daleng. its been quite awhile eh? :P

friday, oct 2nd. : had last minute "small" open house after sembahyang jumaat. i only invited some friends tho. and the brother invite his friends jua pun. so yea. thanks for those who coming. and yang inda terinvite, im sorry yes? and, amal bali to uk on that day. sorry yes bestfriend, aku takut jua kan pegi. sedih ku bah tuuu. confirm nangis tu. so to bed, if i dint go to airport nanti faham faham tah saja ah. hehe. =P

saturday, oct 3rd. : had class in the morning. geo. poe. korean. till the afternoon. then after class went out with him to his friend's open house di lambak. and then, i went beli tudongs. :D haha. theeeen, went out with dyeana. send her off to airport. then balik.

sunday, oct 4th. : nothing much. went to dibah's open house at night. with him ;) ♥ thanks love. ;)

monday, oct 5th. : nada kelas! haha. its been 2 weeks sudah that our BL's lecture were cancelled. haish. i had lunch with bed di mcD :D hehe. then bed dengankan beli tudungs :DD haha. yes, ive bought 7 tudongs since the allowance keluar :P then, night jumpa si dia sekejap. u made me laughed, berabis. :D thankyou ;)

tuesday, TODAY. : a very hectic day. i had class at 8am. till 5pm. ada gap pulang. but still tiring baaaaah. hehe.

bah bah. i need to start doing my work now. :D

assalammualaikum :)

ohh btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to SITI DIYANA IBRAHIM, and to BAHRUM as well. and and to ADIENA :D



eighteen. ♥♥♥

it has been a very hectic week for me. there's alot of assignments need to be done. presentations coming up. report to be submitted. group task to be done. banyaaaaaakkk waaaah. pfft.

so i think i'll be on hiatus. until i have atleast a little space to really update this blog. :)

till here. aight?
assalammualaikum,


i miss si bulat :(
no matter how hard things were, youre still the best i ever had :)
♥♥♥

assalammualaikum :)

its the 7th day of syawal. i havent been updating this blog since last week eh? been busy. but somehow inda banyak beraya jua this year. as usual, after them dari masjid, bersalam. then apa nah? kaaaachingg~ HAHA. its funny how every year dari damit till besar pun masih jua. bucu was like, "kalau mau duit raya mesti salam bucu lagi sekali" and each and every one of us, i mean the nephews and nieces salam balik. rasa kan dapat ah. HAHA. after that, kubur? yang lain kesana. but i stayed at home with kaka siti and bibi. then we went to nini boy and nini girl punya siblings. after that balik :)



so, yesterday? lastnight around urr.. 6ish? ke tutong. bukit beruang. ikut si dia beraya to his colleague's house. relative nya jua pun. and then, giant. he's buying drinks untuk open house. after atu, he's heading home. and same goes to me. after puas merayau, baru balik rumah =P

this morning, kena suruh bangun awal. ikut ke tutong. ambil kembayau. haha. nyaman yo! lemak wah kembayau ahh =P

so tonight, will be off to amal's. will update nanti lagi. :)

i think i need rest now. physically weak.

selamat hari raya everyone :)





thank you for last night,
you know i love you.
urg menyamal pun bersebab jua.
and its not because kan mencari lain!
mulut cakap bisai bisai!

iloveyou,
xoxo.

assalammualaikum. :)

ramadhan has come to its end. and now its syawal. selamat hari raya aidilfitri, maaf zahir dan batin to everyone. to family, friends, cousins as well as to the ♥ ones.

ampun dan maaf di pinta. for every of my wrongdoings all these while. segala kekasaran yang inda disengajakan. kalau kalau ada marah or kasar yang inda ter control. kalau kalau ada ter over react. kalau termasam muka, terjeling, mengusut selalu kah apa. sama ada disengajakan or inda. maaf zahir dan batin. :)

♥ mira.




i miss you bulat. ♥

assalammualaikum. :)

tomorrow will be the last day of ramadhan. syawal is coming :) not really in the mood of raya tho. for some reasons. but, lets hope this raya brings lots of good things.

so, as i mentioned arah my last post, i went out with si dia masatu. giant. then ymrm. then delima. mencari songkok for him. ce-ra-zeh~ ramai sangat urg di delima. i wanted to shop for tudong. ended up inda jadi.

today, after pengumuman, went out around 8. giant. AGAIN. haha. membali. something something. with him too. ♥♥♥ ;) theeeeen. pulang. eh no. went beli minyak. then ambil baju arah tailor. then baliiiik :)



i miss you ♥.

giant. ymrm. delima.

inda siuk driving that car =P
sorry that i complained alot!
but, yeaaaaaay, inda ayung lagi.
not like the first time naik ;)

thank you for last night. ;)

♥

assalammualaikum :)

just a random update, i guess. trying to remember what happened since the last few days. okay okay. since last friday, everyday di lambak selalu nada karan! like... pfft. something to do with faulty cable kah apa. hopefully before raya semua sudah okay eh?

12th - we had a tahlil function at home. luckily after sungkai baru tutup karan atu. kalau inda candle light eh. =P

13th - soo.. yesterday, i went sungkai di Jeruton hotel with my RTB - RP friends. kiranya macam gathering for the ex staffs with the other yang still. then after that i went to ceri cafe delima. had a date with the bestfriends. cerita cerita as usual. and when we were about to pay for the bil, sekalinya amal's cousin bayarkan sudah! mal, dont forget to tell your cousin thanks ah :) after that, mcD HAHA. not that si mira ane belum kenyang tho. but its because the brother suruh belikan food di mcD. cause semalam ujan kan, and he was just after cuci kereta that petang =P haha.

wasnt really in the mood yesterday. losing my appetite to eat. pasal apa nah? cause i wonder where he is. selalunya everyday before sungkai its either msg or call. sekalinya yesterday nada. haha sekadar jua tu aku ah, =P well, not until masa with the bestfriends. cause i ate alot. haha. and they even said aku mikin berisi :P mission berjaya :D baru jua naik 1-2kgs. haha. but fad said aku mikin kurus! haha. awu lah tu to be compared when kerja di rtb dulu. i used to be 49.8kgs bah. and now? just 41kgs. im still trying to gain some more weight. atleast macam dulu. about 44-45kgs will be allright. :)

okay okay. had business law's lecture this morning. went home straight away after that. just about a week to go before cuti raya. i wanted to buy new tudongs. still waiting for this someone. cause he promised me to buy me tudong. haha. =P

till here. im out of words.



and i miss you. :)

assalammualaikum.

finally, i had shanghai chicken arah my place cafe for sungkai yesterday! haha :D mendulur banar urg atu pasal makan. just the two of us but food kami macam for 3 =P we ordered shanghai chicken. i told him im craving for that. and yes, i managed to eat sampai abis. lapar jua ku sudah tu. tapi kana paksa makan kuey tiaw tia lagi after that. and yes, i ate it too :D bloated. pfft. HAHA. but the kuey tiaw nyamaaaan. tho pedas! but.. *two thumbs up!*

too bad i left my camera at home. i dont like taking pictures to be posted using my e71. pasal the camera macam ada rosak. ada line on every pictures. and my sony? "insufficient memory" haha. so no picture this time. hehe.

soo hoping i can gain some more weight. just like before? but im worried i have to buy new clothes. =P


thankyou for the treat.
thankyou for the day.
i love you ;)

and and,
get well soon ;)
♥

was about to change my template. then......i lost all my links!!!! ughhh.


leave your links on my cbox ah.

i'll do ths in one post. :)

and i love you both ;)

happy birthday bestfriends.

i had sungkai out with the future-geography-teacher-to-be yesterday. i mean, on sept 8th. at AHAN THAI Gdg.

nothing much to update. cause i have few more special posts to be done.

pictures? :)



awu. me and zyrah was the only bini bini yang ikut. since leha cancelled at the very last minute.

assalammualaikum. :)

so, another update. :) yesterday, i went for sungkai di capers with the 2 girlfriends, dyeana and dibah. yes, just the 3 of us. we actually planned to go sungkai with the rest of canteen people. but macam macam. banyak yang inda dapat lah apa. so we decided to just go the 3 of us.

rugi lah kami. cause we dint eat much. busy updating. girl's stuff. pasal si beng ketinggalan kapal. haha. after that, we went to gadong. left my car di qlap. and off to gdg ikut si beng. i met si dia sekejap. than he went home, i am full, and i am ayung. okay, next time do not pakai that car whenever i met u with a full stomach =P haha. then i sama the girls. jalan jalan. bought tudongs for raya ;) awuu suka ku tu. then we went to qlap semula. taking pictures in cars while waiting for mirul to arrive kan ambil dyeana. then, home. :)


hoping the triple date will menjadi ;)

i supposed to have my law's presentation today. sekalinya powerpoint ku inda mau buka ah. pfft. what a dayyyyyyy~ i have to do it next week then. agghhh.





happy birthday bulat ;) ♥♥♥

assalammualaikum. :)

so, i know.. its been more than a week since i last updated this blog. theres NOTHING to be updated jua bah. well, i dont feel like updating thos things yang.. u know.. kejiwa. mental. pfft.

anyway, it has been...... urr.. *counting years* entah malas ku mengira ah. 2003/2004. science 2. SMB.

haha. its funny how i dint get credit for my science subjects tho im science class student. AND, what's worst was i FAILED my biology. seriously, i dont like biology. but i like doing chem's practical. tho all i did in class was buat surat sama amal. =P

i still remember when they always will boo us. and me and amal was the only 2 yang paling rajin ke staff ambil buku lah apa. not that rajin sangat tho, tapinya saja kan jalan. jalan jauh~ kan meliat si dia di class. haha. gatal! =P

and they always will LAUGH when si mira marah pasal durang bising.
mira : eh bising wah!!
them : boooooooooo.
then semua ketawa=P

and i remember kami duduk di depan sekali! haha. semangat aku atu eh. =P but, after abis one period, do not expect to see us in our seats. cause we'll be gone to the back. arah durang wae and joul's.

okay okay. we had this sungkai gathering. ;)

date : 30th aug 2009
venue : swensen.

then after swensen, macam last year, Taman Jubli.

titik.

fullstop.

okay?

you said you're done? then why cant u stop?

i fel like falling in love for the first time. HAHA.

now that i realise,
whenever im hopeless, u're there to give me new hope.
whenever i cry, u're there to hug me and tell me everythings gonna be allright. you hold my hands, giving me strengths.
whenever im having a negative thoughts, u're always there, telling me that im wrong and showing me the right thing.

you were there, calling me whenever im at my lowest.
you were there, marah, whenever i made mistake. LOL.

im sorry. that i couldnt see all these before.

awu awu. i know that was a bad speech. i couldnt find any nice way to express that. sincerely... haha.

awu love. i want to get new lines for myself. and what? new boyfriend? ive told you i wont. no worries. i'll stick with you :P

i can only pray for the best.
the better, yet to come.
amin.

xoxo.

assalammualaikum. :)

its 1st Ramadhan. selamat menyambut kedatangan bulan ramadhan everyone. semoga diterima segala ibadah :) amin.

anyway, i had a chat with nazmi tadi on msn. we were talking about the brother. i thought ia inda tau that mirul is my brother. :P haha. he said, kalau aku laki laki confirm sama macam mirul. and if mirul pakai tudung, he will look like me :P haha. satu acuan bah. what do u expect? :P

ramadhan baru pun mula. few hours before pun sudah macam macam yang menguji kesabaran. astagafirullah. hopefully i'll be even stronger to face all ths. dugaan mira. dugaaaaaan~

please. i need all ths to stop. right now. TITIK.

i trust no one. if it's fate, then it is.

okay?

ive been trying to mengingati classmate masa form 1. i hope i can do the gathering before amal and bed balik uk. maybe sungkai? si ainul bah siapa tau ia dimana? cause i think yang lain macam tau sudah durang dimana and how to contact, kan?

bah bah. i'll stop now.
selamat berpuasa. niat jangan lupa. :)